my new comeback~

It has been 7months since i last posting my blog.. lot of things happened lately.. but most of all.. im very busy with my study back n forth.. nothing else to do other than study...study... n that's what my life has been since 28.8.2006. my 1st day in Indonesia.. n now.. it's 16.12.2009... uh..cepatnya masa berlalu.. 4years already.. n my life stuck here!! i havent been to any extra-acitivites other than study..sleeping..going to class..thesis..fb..chatting..watching movies...eating.. that's all n eveyday is the same....(bored isn't) but thankfully i got nice friends that share the same feeling with me.. sometimes..we did few stupid things that might brigthen up our life here.. haha.. well..we all need to accept the fact.. we cant stop study.. coz this is what we have chose .. this is our own decision.. so.. never regret! ;))

but.. gne2 pun.. i still miss my life in kuching.. i miss my home.. i miss my family soo much.. n u know what.. everytime i'm going back..i'll see the changes in my family especially asri..my youngest bro.. he's growing bigger n taller!! ya upa dolok berat gak 2++kg..(he's prematured baby) n now.. he's about 56kg's.. omg!! kalah kakak nyaaaa~~ hahaa..

now.. im in 4th year.. most of my frens dah grad dah.. rami dah bekerja.. n have a steady life.. n now..rami dah plan2 mok nikah.. im happy for them! but frankly speaking.. i felt pity for myself.. bla gik ku tok nak hbs blaja... *sigh~*

rami org mdh.untung ko amik medic ruz.. jd doktor...jd kebanggaan keluarga.. but nobody know how it feels to sacrifice everything u loved for the future... it's not easy people!!! i need to conquer my feeling so that it wont affect me...n most of all.. the long distance is killing me!!~

BUT..there's no way that i'll quit.. i has been 4years beb!! n now.. 2years left.. plss..plss..pray for me.. hopefully i can get through this with success.. *amin*
mudahan Allah permudahkan jalan yg ku pileh tok.. amin..amin.. ;))

i dont want to miss any of my days with sadness.. we all know..hidup tok hanya sekali.... n we only aged 20"s once!! so..i'll make the best of life eventhough it was really bored n lonely.. yeah... i still have my friends with me.. n i still have my family to support me..

i promised to myself.. i'll make the best of it.. to get the future in my hand.. *insyallah* n make my life worth it.. *amin...*

wackey~~wackey~~gud morning!!!

rise n sunshine... v(^.*)
pagi tdk mek bangun rasa fresh jak...
marek mek demam.. apa tek setegal cabut gg ari selasa yaa...
lamak dah x cabut gg.. haha.. almost 15years kali..=P
mek cta pasal gg mek jak lah..xda idea juak tok.. haha
2years b4 mek g amik xray since mek nak stat pake braces dah..
time ya la mek 1st time diat the whole pic of my teeth.. from the root nya sampe ke enamel nya..
im quite shock coz mek diat my 3rd molar tumbuh singit!!!!!! time ya nya x fully erupt gik.. then my doc said i had to remove it when it fully erupt. so.. aftr almost 2 years now bok mek cbt gg yaa.. 6kali doc inject ubat bius.. hehe. mek xmok da rasa sakit pun time operation.. hihi.. awal mesan ngan doc.. hihih.. then.. time becabut ya doc lain polah..mek asa doc ya specialist k cabut gg blakang kali..haha..nindak sampe patah mematah pecah memecah gg kamek ntam nya..huhu..ngggg kuaattt laaa doc ya.. salute mek.. =P
time ya asa nak bisak mulut mek koatan ngagak luas glak.. syukur laa operation(odontectomy+operculectomy) ya success.. huhu..wat a relief... takuttt nyaaa cabut gg..
kakya doc ya pun jait laa gusik kmk..coz nya paksa potong sikit gusik n tulang k merik space nak ngeluar gg... ahha..sounds scary isnt it? nasib mek x diat apa d polahnya.. mun x.. cnfrm bejujuk jak aek mata kluar... n thank god.. klinik ya da TV!!! so..i can distract my fear dgn tgk tv! hehe.. bgs2..kelak mek nak bkk klinik dkpn..mek nak ngkah tv juakla... sak patient sukk mok dtg hoee... kakya tek.. dah hbs bejahit pa ndah... doc berik ubat..antibiotik+analgesic.. aftr operation ya effect bius ya dah ilang..wowwww~~ time yaaa ng seriously bok mek merasa betapa sakittt nyaa becabut gg!!!! xmok agikk dahhh!!!!! udah jak darah x stop2 kuar... asa nelan aek liur darah jak.. wekKKk... x nyaman!! masin!! =P
pasya mek diat gg amek... tekejut mek diat.. akar gg mek bengkok duhal~~~ udah jak bengkok cacat gkyaa.. patutnya gg molar da 3akar.. mek pun gg da 2 akar jak!!! hihi.. cute~
asa mok mbak blt jak gg ya.. p xmok laahh..lak teringat2 time cbt gg.. eee..xmok2..
kakya mek alu pulang rumah... alulaaa.. makan porridge jak for the whole weekk.. ee..buhsan!! syukur laa nektok dah leh makan nasik dahh~ yummy~~
klah.. ya jakla cta pg tok.. a story bout my teeth!! hehe..
mok g pasa lok.. bebeli dak ikan dak manok.. mok masakk!! mok makan nyaman2!!!~~ xmok makan bubur dahhh..lejukkkkkk nyawa ku~~
bye2..

sakit perut.

haihh..sakit perut eh.. knk tok ow?? mok kak makan manok kurma tok nak.. huhuhu..
waaa..lamak x update blog.. sorry to my dear readers(mun da org sudi bacalaa..hehe)
lamak dah mek x update blog.. kan apa..dtg malas ndah mok update...

mggu depan exam mek aihhh...
yeaaa!!~~ *melompat2 begelak ketawa dgn riang ria* happy nak exam bah... hehehehe...

bah mok blaja lok eh... *rajin blaja mode*
demi masa depan bangsa negara rakyat malaysia.. harapan dan doa mak bapak..adik2 beradik..kazen mengazen..sepupu sepapat.. wasiat org ninggal nek ib dan kawan2 yg sentiasa menyokong saya dan blog saya.....saya akan belaja besungguh2!! v(^,^)

wish me luck.. n plsss pray for my success.. amin. (V-V)

Mengapa..y????

Mengapa harus lari, jika kau belum mencuba untuk menghadapinya.
Mengapa harus menyerah, jika belum mencuba untuk berjuang.
Mengapa harus mengeluh, jika kau belum mencuba mengerjakan sesuatu yang kau keluhkan.
Mengapa harus lari dari tanggungjawab, jika kau tahu bahawa kaulah yang benar.
Mengapa harus bersedih, jika masih ada begitu banyak kegembiraan.
Mengapa harus bersaing, jika kau belum mencuba untuk bekerjasama.
Mengapa harus mengeluarkan begitu banyak amarah, jika kau tahu perkara itu akan menyakitkan orang lain.
Mengapa harus mencari keburukan orang lain, jika kau memiliki banyak keburukan dalam dirimu sendiri.
Mengapa harus berdiam diri, jika kau dapat mengerjakan sesuatu yang bererti.
Mengapa harus mengkhuatirkan jalan hidupmu, jika masih banyak waktu yang berada didepanmu.
Mengapa harus takut akan kematian, jika kau tahu kematian tidak dapat kau hindari

excited...

waahhh~~ awal ku bgn pg tok... ^-^
good morning malang... :)
koatan tek x saba gk nak blt.. awal pg dah mek tek bangun nak packing brg.. eventhough dah almost 3years mek diam ctok.tp stil juak excited everytime nak blt.. hahaha.. few days tok ng bz la.. hee.. shopping~muvies~lepak2 wif frens.. hMmm..bla dah hbs exam tok..boring ndah sa nyawa.. xda benda nak k polah..malang tok boring juak bah... x penah gk mek story mory bout my place tok oww.. well..basically.. i studied in Malang.. a small town in East Java.. around 2hours from surabaya.. Malang tok a very cozy,safe,clean n very cold town compared to the others. Malang tok almost kdk Bandung juak laa... surrounded wif gunung2.. sejuk jak asa.. temperature siang ari pun 20++ mun malam around 18+ i think.. hmmMM.. ujan? almost everyday.. p alhamdulillah..xdala sampe banjer..since malang tok kwsan tanah tinggi... since tmpt tok "small town".. so.. blh d katakan boring juak la diam ctok..shopping complex adala less than 10 jak.. n nak paling besa pun MOG(mall olympic garden) n 2nd MATOS(malang town square) hmm.. since matos tok d nearest mall to my campus..so arum bulak..ng nak alah2 la muka mekorg tok d temu d sia.. my life kat ctok? nak kata best ya.. biasa jakla.. mcm xda social life jak kali.. konsert artis2 arum bulak ng selalu la ada.. tp ng x smpt ajakla nak diat.. bzzzz.. frust juak asa.. dah 3 taun diam ctok.. sigek konsert pun blm penah pegi gk.. hehe.. my routine life kat ctok.. tiap2 pg bgn around 5/6am.. smyg sbh..mandik2..kemas2..n g campus.. blt dah tghri..makan.. mun xda kelas ptg.. tdo... malam study@mlh assignment.. i spend most of time in my room.. best asanya bla dah sampe blt kohh...everyday mcm ya.. i did d same thing for 3 years oredi.. kali tokla hakikat blaja medic.. blaja yg x penah hbs.. hehe.. agik2 time xm.. arum bulak 20jam blaja.. 4jam tdo.. p i never regret it.. this is for my future.. i'd chose d path wen i step in Malang 3 years ago... yala bla blt ya.. no way nak mukak buku agik.. ng enjoy berabis la.. makan sampe temuntah2 pun xpa.. hee.. bla nak cta2 hal malang..xtauk nak cta apa.. haha.. jarang juak nak bejalan2... :P bla cuti2 jakla mekorg tok bejalan.. oh ya.. kat malang tok dkt dgn BATU.. bukan rock k.. tp nama tmpt.. batu tok ng sejukkk gegillaakkk.. coz nya atas bukit.. org salu dtg nak main golf.. nya da kebun apple.. kebun strawberry..n mcm2 giklah.. so..bla raon batu tok..best juakla... ada la juak benda nak k tangga.. hehe.. penah x ktkorg dgr nak pengeboman d bali ya.. lecturer KIMIA dr Malaysia.. apa nama nya ya tek bah..lupak ndah kmk tek..adohh ehh.. tmpt lecturer ya d tangkap.. ya d batu lah... mek penah tgk rumah nya.. kesian juak diat.. anco knk bom.. yala.. suka men bom2.. last2 mati knk bom dkpn.. tapi yala..setegal org tok tek.. local people ctok x suka org malaysia.. lecturer ya dah bunuh org cdak bah..ne ndak panas ati.. impact nya ke kmkorg tokla.. nasib badan..plh donno jakla hoh... janji kta x ngaco org.. hehe.. bapak mek da beli cd pengeboman n gne nya knk tangkap dolok... lak mun da masa mek update pasal bnda ya k? n gmbr2 places in Malang tok. kelak la mek ngkah.. blh juak k tangga takorg gne rupa tmpt mek tok owwhh... klah..mupok lok.. mok packing barang..dah x saba nak hug mummy~~n asri~~ bye2.. esok update gk..

exam dah hbsss~~~

exam dah hbsss~~~ yeaaa!!!! ^,^

O tedah buah ati....

Esok ari last exam mek..... x saba rasanya nak hbs xm tok... next week dah nak stat cuti dah.. bestnyaa.. dpt gik nak rilek d ilek..nangga tv...playing wif asri.. outing wif my frens.. makan2 wif my family... the moment i've been waiting for...... tp dlm pada kmk tok gago2 dgn final.. byk juak benda dah jd nektok.. rami gk org merana d tmpt lain.. O tedah buah ati.... perang israel yg bongok dan bodo.... banjer d kch.. ish2.. ng mcm2 jak.. time banjer ya.. mek tpon nenek mek.. ng terok bena banjer kali tok.. nekpon mdh..rumah nya d kpg surabaya ya ng blm penah gk knk banjer..sungguhpun b4 tok ujan lebat juak..tokla pertama kali rumah nya knk banjer.... tedah juak ngr sora nenek.. sedeh jak bunyi..baju dlm lemari sampe3x d enjen..kotan dah kemaik knk aek.. nek akil mek..(nek laki) bok nak makan..time ya jam dah kol 10.30 waktu msia.. ng aher la nya makan..koatan nak mersi rumah.. nekpon (nek mpuan) besaduk mdh nya dah demam2 dah.. ya upa rumah dah kamah ntam aek sungey.. ish2..nasib org kpg rami nulong..mun x.... ney pian org tua nak ngemas rumah..begasak ngan lantey.. umo jak dah tua.. sakit dah mcm2.. malam ya bapak mek..uncle mek dtg rumah nenek..betulong juak.. blm gk cta d kpg lintang.. rumah nenek belah mak.. ish2.. thanx a lot to pakpuj...sis zura...blog ngerepak Onggon.. n dak bloggers yg lain coz byk update pasal banjer tok..mun ndak kmk tok ng x tauk papa.. tekejut juak diat satok banjer rya..(tgk dr blog sis zura)... jaik ati ndiat oww.. rya kwn mek mdh.. anak buah nya knk gigit kala jengking... alu kinek2 masok emergency room.. paksa hospitalized... bahaya oww... kakya tek.. mek maca d blog ngerepak Onggon sampe da boyak ndah nait ke darat..adoh mak ehh..ndak ku beraniii.. boh jak nemiak nak bemain aek... munla kmk dpt plh attachment d hsptl.. kan bestt... cnfrm rami org sakit.. bahagia jak dak nyamuk..tikus..lalat..dan segala binatang sespisis dgnnya nak ngmbak penyakit...... kepada org2 d swk yg knk banjer..kmk tumpang simpati.. mek mampu bedoa jak... mudahan sumanya selamat.. surut gk aek cepat2.. kesian org mana nak xda rumah time tok..paksa beteduh d tmpt lain.. mesti x selesa cdak nya.. o buah ati.......

bah..klah.mek mupok lok... mok nymbg blaja gk....esok last exam kmk.. paper radiology ngan methodolgy... mudahan lulus... cpt2 kit grad.... org lain dah hbs dah blaja.. kmk tok bla gk nak hbs.................... -.-" pray for my success... amin... daa~~